I don’t even know how to say this. Probably because I never thought he would. And even if he did, there was no way on earth I was ever going to entertain the idea for more than a fleeting moment. But here I am, entertaining the idea until it makes my heart hurt with questions. And every answer I get just brings up a dozen more… My heart says “maybe” but my head says “ouch” and it’s a constant battle between the two. I don’t know what I’m going to do.
But he wants me back. . .